I often get the question, "So what do you do every week?" Well, that's a good question, but the answer depends on the week. I can only usually share the constants from week to week. One of these constants is being able to meet with students one-on-one and share life with them. I am currently reading through John with one girl and Matthew with another friend. The connections between the two make it really fun to read them at the same time! I want to share with you a little from the latest reading in John, which is also coincidentally part of what our Prayer Retreat from this weekend was focused on so I'll start there.
Cool thing that happened: Before going to the prayer retreat to set up, I had decided to do this weeks reading in John which happened to be chapters 10-12. Later that night at the prayer retreat, we were introduced to the passages that we would focus on for the weekend. Are you ready for this? John 10 and Psalm 23. How cool is it that? I studied it just that day and then got to meditate on it more?!
If you don't know what John 10 talks about it focuses on the Shepherd/Sheep relationship of Jesus and his flock. I was able to have some time to study this more in depth on my own and really break it down, search other passages and come to conclusions. Some word choices stuck out to me while reading through the first time. Verse 5: "But they will never follow a stranger; in fact, they will RUN AWAY from him because they do not recognize a stranger's voice." So who's voice do the sheep recognize? The shepherds! Verse 14: "I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me." So in order for the sheep to be able to run away from strangers, which are harmful to them, they must know the shepherd. They must spend time with him, let him care for them, listen to his voice, and follow the shepherd all in order to be rescued from the strangers.
Verse 16: "I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd." Jesus has one flock, one church who is always gathering more sheep from other pens. Want to know an awesome thing about this one flock?! "I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of my hand." Verse 28. This means us!! We are the flock that has eternal life, that never perishes AND cannot be snatched from Jesus hands. We are his!!
Now for my excitement over John 11...
John 11 is the story of the death and resurrection of Lazarus. The story insinuates that Jesus already had a relationship with this family of believers, which is why the sisters sent for Jesus to save Lazarus. We know that Lazarus dies, but Jesus tries to tell the disciples and the sisters many times that it wouldn't end in death for the glory of God. Everyone just figured this meant that it was eternal life Jesus was talking about. "'Our friend Lazarus has fallen asleep; but I am going there to wake him up.'" verse 11. (foreshadowing!) "'Lazarus is dead, and for your sake I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe. But let us go to him.'" Jesus wants them to believe, but at this point they don't understand what. When Jesus finally arrives in Bethany, he is consistently told "If you had been here, my brother would not have died." Mary and Martha believed that Jesus could have saved Lazarus from dying, but nothing is ever thought about Jesus being able to make Lazarus rise again.
We know from Scripture that Jesus was filled with compassion over and over again. This scenario is no different. "...he was deeply moved in spirit and troubled." verse 33. Now for the kicker...Are you ready for this?! "Jesus wept." verse 35. Two words. Shortest verse. BIG reason. Many people believe that Jesus weeping was for the loss of his friend....but, what if.....just what if it was instead for the UNBELIEF of Mary and Martha?! What if Jesus wept for the lack of faith of his dear friends? They only believed he could have saved him, so why not make him rise from the dead?! Again, it is questioned, "'Could not he who opened the eyes of the blind man have kept this man from dying?'' verse 37.
To raise Lazarus from the dead Jesus prays, utilizing the power of his Father. Praying big! He prayed "for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me." All for the glory, right?! Even more so, Bethany was the same town, that the Jews had tried to stone Jesus in. How do you think Jesus coming back and raising someone from the dead helped that mindset? Jesus risked his life, again, in order for the glory of God to be shown to those who needed to believe.
Jesus has just as much compassion for us! He wants us to believe and spend time with him so we know the difference between the shepherd and the stranger. "He works everything out for the good of those who love him." All for the glory!!
As I write "How He Loves" started playing.....so.great. Sometimes I want a soundtrack to life. :)