Experiencing God: African style

"How was Africa?!" This question is asked to me over and over again as I catch up with people. How can I sum up how my trip was when it was so much more then "great" or "awesome." Do you really want to know how Africa was? What I did in Africa? What the people are like? What is the culture? Who is Jesus to them? There are so many more questions to ask then just that simple one. I know it is just a start though.

I think one of the biggest questions I get asked along with it is what did I learn. I know I'm not a big processor, but even looking back I don't think I can say I learned one thing. Does that sound bad?! Let me elaborate. Learning to me implies that you didn't know the thing you learned before. I didn't learn anything, but God stretched me. I didn't learn anything, but I experienced God. Being stretched by God is experiencing God.

I'll start with how God stretched me. We all grow up in our own comfort zones. Mine was in a small, traditional Lutheran church. That box has continually been stretched since college started and I like to consider myself a pretty open individual, but I still don't think I was ready for Africa. Especially African church. Within two days of arriving, I was already in tears from being moved by the Spirit. The first Sunday we were there we went to a church called All Nations. This church represented exactly what the name says. All nations. During worship, we sang a song with the lyrics: We lift one voice, we lift one song. sing hallelujah. (I actually just looked up the song, because its that good: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UIHz6FrT9eg) I looked around and could just see God smile and hear him say: "This my child, is my church. These are my people. Unified." I was so moved to see what God's church looks like that yes, I cried. Revelation 7:9 says "After this I looked and there before me was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation, tribe, people, and language, standing before the throne and in front of the Lamb." I can only hope and imagine that what I experienced is only a taste of what heaven will be like! My view of God's love for all his people was stretched.

On to another church in the north. I'm sure a lot of people have seen videos of or have heard stories of Africans dancing and being passionate during worship. This is absolutely true! I was really excited to experience this in person, but was still taken out of my comfort zone of swaying back and forth and raising my hands (which is out of my comfort zone of my younger years). People actually left their seats to dance around the room. There would be large "follow the leader" dances around the room that anyone could join. There were youth leading songs. There was mothers leading songs. There were men leading songs. All while dancing and praising God. No one judged anyone else. No one thought I was silly for even trying to join in, except for maybe me! My view on what worship "is supposed" to look like was stretched.

The people of Africa also love to pray! This is something I really enjoyed to see and hear. However, at church mostly, one person would say things they wanted to pray for and then everyone would pray, individually, out loud, at once. The first time it happened I was thrown into confusion. I was self conscious and I don't think that ever went away. I somehow felt that even though the person next to me was praying, they would still hear me and judge me for what I was praying for (even though I have no problem leading prayers in the States on my own). If you know me, you know I have trouble praying and concentrating during prayer. I have really ever since the summer of 2010. So I would watch the Africans around me. I would watch what seemed like chaos to me, but would see them speak with authority. To boldly ask our Lord for things. To believe that these things would be done. And one day it just hit me: God hears every single one of these prayers. Even though they are all spoken at the same time, He still hears and understands every single one of them. What a big and powerful God we have to be able to do that!

I think the final way I experienced God was the fact that I was in Africa. I have wanted to go to Africa and have had a heart for Africa ever since I can remember. This summer I even found a "journal entry" from when I was in elementary school about wanting to go to Africa. My parents have known this, and I think that it worried them to even consider letting me go. One because they were concerned for my safety. Two because I think they were worried I may not come back to live in the States. At one point in my life, I think I wanted that and was okay with that. God has since shown me a different path that I'm completely blessed by! However, it was still largely on my heart to go even for a short time. And after looking into many opportunities over the years, all of which never worked out, it finally happened.

Around February this year, our trip was in jeopardy of being canceled due to lack of male interest, but I prayed that if I was meant to go to let the trip happen, if not then apparently I wasn't supposed to go. Either way, by that time, I was fine with whichever outcome. Well, as one male signed up and dropped out, another signed up at the last minute. Thankfully. Well, then fundraising began. When I knew I was for sure going on the trip, I was at 86% of my original budget. I needed to be at 100% plus the extra money for the trip. After re-evaluating and changing my budget I sent out my last fundraising letter praying that God would move. And that He did!! Within a month a half, not only did I have 100% of my original budget, but also enough for my trip which meant that with my budget cuts, I had a surplus of money!! (The amount raised was a little over $8,000 to put it into perspective). Only God could do that. He gave me the desire of my heart to go to Africa in what seemed like a snap of his fingers.

While I was there, it seemed unreal that I was there. I would have to remind myself a lot: I am in Africa. I actually got to reflect on that fact one morning about a week before we left. We were resting and going on a safari on our way back to Windhoek, and we had the opportunity to get up and watch the sunrise while overlooking a watering hole. We were hoping to see a lion or a cheetah, but no animals came besides these Turkey like birds, but that's beside the point. I remember looking out over the African plains and just thinking: I am in Africa. I am in Africa. I am in AFRICA. This is real. There are elephants and zebras and giraffes out in those plains in the wild because this is Africa. It was surreal. God had given me one of my longest standing desires of my heart. He had heard me and answered, in his time. He gave me a desire of my heart (and many more) because He loves me. Because He wants to lavish his love on me. For me to be able to experience him in this way. I'm pretty sure this also brought tears to my eyes while I sat there reflecting. Our God is pretty great isn't He?!

Now for some pictures of the trip. It's hard to pick just a few and some may be repeats from my newsletter, but oh well. There is also more on my FB page.

Parliament Park in Windhoek

We got to go to an orphanage for an afternoon

"Follow the Leader" Worship

A fav. pic from the safari

My view for the sunrise

I got to experience God's beautiful creation 

My team with the elders of a church our friend is the pastor of

Modern Day Miracles

I recently returned from Spring Break in the beautiful Rocky Mountains near Colorado Springs. The Navigators headquarters are located there, and I've had many opportunities to enjoy all that it has to offer over the last two years on staff, including a beautiful castle, that the Interior Designer in me nerds out about!! The Navigators also have a camp for kids aged from elementary to high school located right on the other side of the mountain. Some of you may have heard about the Waldo Canyon Wildfire last summer. This wildfire not only destroyed over 300 homes (several of which were Navigator staff members homes) it also threatened Glen Eyrie (the castle), headquarters, and Eagle Lake Camp.

 I remember hearing about the fire while in Jacksonville this summer and prayers immediately started going up. To give you a sense of what this fire was like, here is a picture posted by a staff member who was evacuated:

During the fire we would hear reports about how close the fire was to Navigator property or where it was on the property, but no reports about whether or not it had actually destroyed buildings. After the fire, we heard that the fire literally went around Eagle Lake Camp (only destroying one cabin) and stopped before reaching Glen Eyrie and our Headquarters building. These reports and stories were amazing just to hear about, but we got to experience them first hand last week.

As we drove up the mountain to Eagle Lake Camp, further and further out of service and civilization, we saw more and more bits of forest that had been destroyed. We saw parts that had been already cleared after the fire. We saw lines of trees untouched right next to lines of burnt trees. God's sovereignty was visible in the aftermath. Here are some pics of the drive up the mountain; followed by some of the modern day miracles!

 

This is my favorite!! That is Pikes Peak in the background. I feel as though this picture captures the theme of the week: Ashes to Beauty based from Isaiah 61!!

Eagle Lake Camp staff as they left without knowing what they would come back to, prayed for just one person to care about this place as much as they did. Well, as firefighters were on the property to fight the fire (at one point being surrounded) one in particular kept finding Bible verses strewn about and realized that he was helping to protect a Bible camp. As a Christian, this particular firefighter, started to pray and continued to fight with more passion. The one person prayer was answered!

As the fire inched closer and closer, obviously the situation got more and more critical. Then something happened, that none of the firefighters had ever seen before. The fire turned!! It was descending the mountain towards the camp, and then just turned the other direction (You'll see pics in the next story of this). Like it hit a wall and couldn't go any further! How cool is that?!

We not only helped with clean up, but also helped prep everything for their regular camp season, so I ended up actually painting a lot over the week. One of the things that I was able to help paint was the caretakers house. I enjoyed this for many reasons: heat, a framed view of Pikes Peak out the front window while working, and also we got to hear their story of the fire. The caretaker and his wife were actually visiting family in Arizona when the wildfire broke out. When they heard that the camp was threatened, they drove all night long to get back to their house and camp, but when they got to the road the forest was already closed. All they had with them was what they took on vacation and prayer. Lots of prayer. Can you imagine not knowing whether or not your house is in tact/all of your memories are in that house?! I can't!! (I know, I know. treasures in heaven, but I would want to at least try to save some memory books I have). Anyways, the fire that was descending got probably within 300 ft of the caretakers house. Standing on the porch of the house and looking straight across to the other hill with the road in between, there was the fire line!

From the front porch with only the road in between. 

These were just the stories from Eagle Lake Camp let alone stories from Glen Eyrie and Headquarters. Here is another cool picture of God's provision of just how close the fire got to Glen Eyrie.

Does this not just show how sovereign our Awesome God is?!! Soo close, yet even the fire listens to God. Just for reference Eagle Lake Camp is on the other side of that mountain peak. 

And just for fun, here are some pictures of the other things we did this week: 

Just enjoying the cold and painting!

A fellow EDGEr and our only heat source in the bathroom.

We finished the walls and painted all the red you see.

Emily, Allison and I painted all week together. If you look closely you can see paint in all of our hair.

Our fun night out we played cosmic mini golf.

Overall, Spring Break was a great bonding experience not only for KSU students to get to know each other, but also to get to know fellow Navigators at KU and UNK. We were able to hear from great speakers all week, work together for the Lord, and see amazing sunrises/sunsets over the mountains. God.is.great.

Spiritual Glimpses

I recently (as in a few months ago) had a conversation with a good friend that changed my life...and I'm not even sure he knew how influential it was! Let me clarify, changed my life as in how I view God.

To explain the impact of this conversation, I must go back two summers. I was an intern at an amazing church in Kansas City and was working alongside two beautiful women whom I will always be connected with because of the events of that summer. I would like to tell you everything that happened that summer but that would probably be an entire post by itself. So, unfortunately, I may be really vague with the promise that if you were to ask me about it, I would tell you more in depth the events of that summer. To put it simply, we encountered the spiritual world together, and since have been on a journey to discover what we experienced. All three of us have grappled with it in different ways and have come to different conclusions, but in my search for explanation over the last two years, nothing has even come close to the hour conversation I had with my friend.

I will summarize some things that happened that summer: went to IHOP (International House of Prayer) in the middle of the Awakening services: witnessed people talking in tongues, shaking uncontrollably, and healings taking place. Prayed through the church I lived at: was frozen to a table I was sitting on while praying, had to be held up so as not to pass out for being faint with the Spirit, and had black shadows flee from a room/hallway we were praying over/in. Like I said I would love to explain more of that summer to you, because from that synopsis, y'all probably think I'm crazy, so please don't hesitate to ask me more about it. I, as well, thought that what I experienced and witnessed was crazy at times. So fast forward my journey....

Most of us grew up in an environment that focus' on the Father and the Son of the Trinity and happens to mostly ignore the Holy Spirit and it's power. We tend to only experience or want to experience God in so far as we can comprehend, and the Spirit is usually outside that realm of comprehension. However, we are told in Matthew that it is better for Jesus to leave so that the Holy Spirit can enter us. Stop and reread the last sentence and try to take in the impact of that statement....Do we fully believe that? Do we fully believe how much power the Spirit has?

What could this power look like in our lives? Could it be someone laughing uncontrollably to experience joy? Could it be someone shaking uncontrollably to experience what it's like to just let go? Could it be someone speaking in tongues in order to talk to their God? Could it be people receiving prophesies about others? Could it be that our God wants us to experience him FULLY (or at least want to) in every way he has given us. Why can't God work in ways like this?!

To further risk you thinking I'm crazy, I'm going to continue by telling you about a church my friend told me about in California. Bethel Church has feathers that appear out of no where, places that animals with feathers wouldn't even be. They experience gold dust floating upward (not falling, but floating upward) during services. They believe these and many other experiences to be the Shekinah (greek word) glory of God in heaven meeting the earth. Why can't we believe that God would give us his Shekinah glory on earth?!

After this summer and experiencing many more spiritual ways of God the last few months that is too much to put on just one post, I know that I personally even tend to put God in a box. To not take him at his word of how powerful his Spirit, who lives INSIDE of us, can be. So why not start stepping out of our box, our comfort zone, and experience everything God has for us!!

I'll leave you with this quote a fellow EDGEr posted today: Q: "What do you think Jesus would have to say to our generation if He was talking with us right now?" A: "Are you satisfied with too little of me?"

PS. this blog post has been a long time coming....I really am bad at keeping up with this....

Jesus makes me happy.

I often get the question, "So what do you do every week?" Well, that's a good question, but the answer depends on the week. I can only usually share the constants from week to week. One of these constants is being able to meet with students one-on-one and share life with them. I am currently reading through John with one girl and Matthew with another friend. The connections between the two make it really fun to read them at the same time! I want to share with you a little from the latest reading in John, which is also coincidentally part of what our Prayer Retreat from this weekend was focused on so I'll start there.

Cool thing that happened: Before going to the prayer retreat to set up, I had decided to do this weeks reading in John which happened to be chapters 10-12. Later that night at the prayer retreat, we were introduced to the passages that we would focus on for the weekend. Are you ready for this? John 10 and Psalm 23. How cool is it that? I studied it just that day and then got to meditate on it more?!

If you don't know what John 10 talks about it focuses on the Shepherd/Sheep relationship of Jesus and his flock. I was able to have some time to study this more in depth on my own and really break it down, search other passages and come to conclusions. Some word choices stuck out to me while reading through the first time. Verse 5: "But they will never follow a stranger; in fact, they will RUN AWAY from him because they do not recognize a stranger's voice." So who's voice do the sheep recognize? The shepherds! Verse 14: "I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me." So in order for the sheep to be able to run away from strangers, which are harmful to them, they must know the shepherd. They must spend time with him, let him care for them, listen to his voice, and follow the shepherd all in order to be rescued from the strangers.

Verse 16: "I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd." Jesus has one flock, one church who is always gathering more sheep from other pens. Want to know an awesome thing about this one flock?! "I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of my hand." Verse 28. This means us!! We are the flock that has eternal life, that never perishes AND cannot be snatched from Jesus hands. We are his!!

Now for my excitement over John 11...

John 11 is the story of the death and resurrection of Lazarus. The story insinuates that Jesus already had a relationship with this family of believers, which is why the sisters sent for Jesus to save Lazarus. We know that Lazarus dies, but Jesus tries to tell the disciples and the sisters many times that it wouldn't end in death for the glory of God. Everyone just figured this meant that it was eternal life Jesus was talking about. "'Our friend Lazarus has fallen asleep; but I am going there to wake him up.'" verse 11. (foreshadowing!) "'Lazarus is dead, and for your sake I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe. But let us go to him.'" Jesus wants them to believe, but at this point they don't understand what. When Jesus finally arrives in Bethany, he is consistently told "If you had been here, my brother would not have died." Mary and Martha believed that Jesus could have saved Lazarus from dying, but nothing is ever thought about Jesus being able to make Lazarus rise again.

We know from Scripture that Jesus was filled with compassion over and over again. This scenario is no different. "...he was deeply moved in spirit and troubled." verse 33. Now for the kicker...Are you ready for this?! "Jesus wept." verse 35. Two words. Shortest verse. BIG reason. Many people believe that Jesus weeping was for the loss of his friend....but, what if.....just what if it was instead for the UNBELIEF of Mary and Martha?! What if Jesus wept for the lack of faith of his dear friends? They only believed he could have saved him, so why not make him rise from the dead?! Again, it is questioned, "'Could not he who opened the eyes of the blind man have kept this man from dying?'' verse 37.

To raise Lazarus from the dead Jesus prays, utilizing the power of his Father. Praying big! He prayed "for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me." All for the glory, right?! Even more so, Bethany was the same town, that the Jews had tried to stone Jesus in. How do you think Jesus coming back and raising someone from the dead helped that mindset? Jesus risked his life, again, in order for the glory of God to be shown to those who needed to believe.

Jesus has just as much compassion for us! He wants us to believe and spend time with him so we know the difference between the shepherd and the stranger. "He works everything out for the good of those who love him." All for the glory!!

As I write "How He Loves" started playing.....so.great. Sometimes I want a soundtrack to life. :)

Contentment.

To start...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NlJr6TE7b4.... you should listen to this song. Set a Fire by Will Reagan and United Pursuit. AMAZING song. It has been a song I keep going back to over and over while I wrestle with some issues of the heart. "Set a fire down in my soul, that I can't contain, that I can't control."

"No place else I'd rather be, then here in your arms...." If there is one thing that I have found to be true these last few years, it is that Jesus never ceases to pursue me! He continues to do so even when I don't feel it or when I don't feel like I deserve to be pursued. He's really been after my heart this last month. My WHOLE heart, just not the parts that I chose to give to him and what a learning experience it has been.....

Contentment. Something that most single women my age struggle with. Something that is a daily struggle. Something that you may feel one week and the next week not in the slightest. An up and down battle of the heart that is, from experience, very exhausting. I found this in-between stage of life to be hard. There are days I am thankful I am exactly where I am in life, and there are days that I want so much more. The latter is where I become selfish and need to practice the patience that the Lord gives to me. I don't deserve anything that I want, especially when I want it. I don't even deserve the grace that God gives me when I demand those things that I want. I just hear "when will you be content with Me, with the joy that I give you, child?" Rom. 8:28 reminds us that "God works for the good of all those who love him." For now and forever this has to be and will be enough. So each day I will remind myself, "You are my Lord; apart from you I have no good thing....Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup...you will fill me with joy in your presence." Psalm 16.

Whether or not you are willing to admit it, most people, men included, have probably struggled with contentment even if it is not in a relationship sense. It is a culturally relevant topic in today's society. We are a society who wants everything bigger and better, and wants it as fast as we possibly can have it. If our fast food isn't given to us fast enough, we get irritated. If the person in front of us doesn't accelerate fast enough at a stop light, we get irritated. We are an addicted society, always searching for the thing that is going to satisfy the searching in our hearts. I think college students may be some of the most susceptible people to this discontentment issue. This is the time of discovery of who you are, where you are going, and all of a sudden you have so much freedom to do so. The decisions made on a daily basis are ultimately made to try to fill a void in a person's heart, or to compete with the person next to them. In such a technological age, there is always something new to try, but nothing satisfies. I have been there, and in different ways, still am. My heart hurts for this void to be filled for those around me. This is why I am here. A reminder on a daily basis as I look to those around me.

Jesus is not only the answer to discontentment of the heart in relationships, but also the answer to discontentment with life in general. "If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink." John 7:37.

PS. sorry if this was a little scattered....

Be More.

Here it is, the beginning of a new year again. The time of new hope that this will finally be your year, and putting last year behind you as you move forward. You may or may not make resolutions that that may or may not even make it past the first month. It could be to lose those extra ten pounds gained over the Christmas season or it could be to finally travel to that place you have always wanted to go. Whatever it is, there are always things holding us back.  I have stopped making resolutions, but instead have made goals for this year allowing myself grace. (One of which is to update this more)! So what are these things that hold us back?!

A friend of mine had heard of a 30 day challenge called the Live Dead Challenge that a few of us decided to do over break. This is pretty much a compilation of different missionaries writing on different topics on how to Live Dead with a different unreached people group to pray for each day. In the introduction to this challenge, you are asked to consider tithing two and a half hours of your time a day to spend time with Jesus...I am here to tell you this is hard! I only was able to average about an hour to an hour and a half while home and still struggle finding when to have the time. But that is not the point...I have learned a lot in the time that I have spent and even though I'm already on Day 27 there was one day that stood out to me the most and has become almost my motto for this year. The topic of the day: A Learning Heart: The Call to Be More.

"Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a workman who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth." 2 Timothy 2:15

To quote the missionary directly because he states it so well: "In a recent e-mail exchange with a close friend, I wrote, 'Man, when I grow up I want to be just like you.' He replied simply, 'Be more.' Be more? That's it! That's what Paul is telling Timothy. Be more. Laziness and lethargy are the twin, ugly stepsisters of our fallen nature. But, following Christ demands of us: 'Be more'!" When you throw intimidation into the mix of stepsisters you have quite a heavy mess holding you back from being more for God. But "the call to the nations demands it of us. We cannot escape the conviction that following Christ compels us to uncompromising excellence in our normal Christian lives...We never eclipse the need to be more for Him. It's a lifelong endeavor, a wonderful journey that He takes with us."

This "Be More" principle is the overlying goal for my new year, but I know it won't be easy because the battle of the triplets is a fight we live everyday against Satan. But Jesus is with us, and He gives us strength to "Be more." So how do you want to be more this year?!

"Discipline requires action." And to be more starts today. Good luck, my friends!

National Conference summary.

Ugh, I really need to get better at this whole blogging thing. I know I fail at updating this in a timely manner, and considering it's apparently been since October that I last updated it, there is a lots to update you on. Today will be just a brief overview (compared to everything I could say) of our second EDGE summit/National Staff Conference in Louisville, KY. To begin, a picture montage of some highlights, then to talk about the substance of the summit/conference.

Visiting the Louisville Slugger Factory/Museum where I was able to hold a bat used by Micky Mantle and see a bat used by Babe Ruth for 21 of his home runs. Fun fact: it only takes 30 seconds to make a bat used by a major league baseball player.

Staff picture on the Belle of Louisville where we all ate dinner for a night. It didn't leave the harbor, but it was still fun! Can you tell it is cold/windy outside though?!

We also had a dance party that night! A tradition that will probably be held every time my EDGE class is together.

Our hotel was located on the Ohio River, so we were able to take walks by the river and play Ultimate Frisbee during some down time in a park nearby.

The Robbie Seay Band played a small concert for us one night of the conference. Soo great! Here is Jenny and I with him after the concert, when he thought we were twins.

One of the last nights, part of my staff went out for dinner at Hard Rock Cafe in a little dining district close by. Always a good time with them! 

My beautiful roommates that I was blessed to share not only my room with, but also my life with for the whole ten days! I love these girls so very much!

Now for the substance part of the ten days. As Navigator staff I am very blessed/privileged to be able to hear from some great speakers: Norm Hubbard, Jerry Bridges, Tom Yeakley, Gary Haugen and many others. You may or may not know all of those names, but trust me when I say they are talented and very heartfelt speakers. They are passionate for what they talk about which just spreads to those listening! 

We got to wake up every morning of our EDGE summit to have worship led by one of our own and to listen to Norm talk about the Gospel, specifically Acts 11, 13, 14. In Acts 11 Norm talked about the first intentional outreach to Greeks and the principal of "do whatever you can, with whatever you have, anywhere you are." This saying you don't have to be this extraordinary Christian to share Jesus; you can have "common boldness." The passage also reminded us that our purpose is to bring people to Jesus, not church. 

Acts 13 passage was about keeping our eyes/focus on the Lord. Many good points from this:

• Don't try doing great things for God until you are caught up in the greatness of God.
• Can you joyfully endure the loss of ALL things?
• Bloom where you are planted. Be fruitful right where God put you. Focus.
• He calls people not just overseas, but also home.
• God will never call us to do what He won't equip us to do. 
• Three things could be the center of our life: Jesus, self effort, or self deception.

SO much goodness to talk about; I'm trying to summarize most of it. I could write about all of theses separately in other blog posts so if you want to know more just ask! On to Acts 14....Norm posed five questions to us to think about:

1. Will you allow opposition to divert you from the mission God has sent you on?
2. Will you seek glory from men?
3. Is the Gospel worth the surrender of your life?
4. Do I live with an unaccountable confidence in the presence, power, and purposes of God?
5. Is it my aim to raise up disciples?

Our mission is not a spectator sport!

We had so many other great speakers and workshops that I could go on and on about I will choose to only talk about one other. My favorite session was from a man by the name of Gary Haugen. You may have heard his name or seen his face on national news channels talking about his organization, International Justice Mission, which helps rescue people from situations such as those in the sex slave trade and helps to rehabilitate them and show them Jesus. He spoke to us about the unfamiliar passions of God, posing three questions (passion may be my favorite word, but it really was the content that made this my favorite):

1. Are Jesus and I really interested in the same things?
2. From my life, can people see the passions of Jesus?
3. Do I have a passion for the world or do I send others?

Gary shared with us some of the atrocities he has witnessed in his line of work to show that the most difficult thing people can't understand about God is how He is good when they are in so much pain. This poses the question of what is God's plan to show He is good to these people? Answer: we are the plan. Matt. 5:14, 16 & 2 Cor. 5:20. "Injustice is the abuse of power that takes things from people that God wanted for them." God's call to us from this, Micah 6:8 and Matt. 23:23: do justice, love mercy, walk with God. Those suffering should be able to see God's goodness through God's people!

If you are interested in learning more about what Gary Haugen and his organization does, I would encourage you to check out the IJM website: http://www.ijm.org/  Pretty powerful stuff.

Okay! I think I'm done with this looooong post for now. Maybe my new years resolution should be to update this more...we will see how that goes! :)